{"id":12129,"date":"2011-06-06T22:59:01","date_gmt":"2011-06-06T22:59:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/151.106.38.4\/2011\/06\/06\/sarah-ferguson-feels-emotionally-bankrupt-by-years-of-abuse\/"},"modified":"2011-06-06T22:59:01","modified_gmt":"2011-06-06T22:59:01","slug":"sarah-ferguson-feels-emotionally-bankrupt-by-years-of-abuse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/2011\/06\/06\/sarah-ferguson-feels-emotionally-bankrupt-by-years-of-abuse\/","title":{"rendered":"Sarah Ferguson feels \u2018emotionally bankrupt\u2019 by years of abuse"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img src=\/old_site\/><\/p>\n<div style=\"background:#b4acac; height:420px; width:255px; float:right; margin:5px;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/cms.nagalandpost.com\/newsimages\/PhotosCollection\/SKILPLLRKHYRFLBRZPMX.jpg\" style=\" border: 1px solid #000\" \/>Sarah Ferguson with Susan Barrantes in 1994.<\/div>\n<p> Sarah Ferguson reportedly broke down during a hypnosis session on an American reality show, saying \u201cno wonder no one loves me. I am disgusting\u201d. The former royal family member poured out that she had been left feeling \u2018emotionally bankrupt\u2019, \u2018worthless\u2019, \u2018unlovable\u2019 and \u2018pointless\u2019 by the years of abuse. Disclosing her childhood trauma in \u2018Finding Sarah\u2019, Ferguson told how her mother (Susan Barrantes) beat her believing that she bore \u2018the sign of the devil\u2019. The mother had spotted a vein on her forehead when she was a toddler and believed it to be a sign of the anti-Christ. \u201cWhen she used to hit me because I didn\u2019t sit on my potty or wouldn\u2019t eat, a little vein would come up on the centre of my head near my red hair&#8230; It\u2019s just the way I was brought up. No wonder I\u2019m so flawed,\u201d the Telegraph quoted her as saying. Ferguson revealed her deep dark secrets during the filming of a six-part documentary series for US the Opera Winfrey Network in which she was featured undergoing therapy. The Duchess of York continued to say that she blamed herself for the break up of her parents\u2019 marriage. \u201cEvery time I got upset he would call me a sheep\u2019s ass and tell me I looked like a clown and to grow up and stop being so silly. So I did. I shut up and never said a word,\u201d she spoke of her father. &nbsp; <\/p>\n<p><font>For More Updates, follow us on &nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\/home.php?sk=group_122822574405511\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"outline:none\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/cms.nagalandpost.com\/newsimages\/PhotosCollection\/BKDWMJOIYQWKXUNDBKXF.png\" alt=\"Facebook\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;&nbsp;and &nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/twitter.com\/?q=nagaland+post#!\/nagalandpost90\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"outline:none;\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/cms.nagalandpost.com\/newsimages\/PhotosCollection\/TWASKRLZSYMZWPFZERZS.png\" alt=\"Twitter\" \/><\/a><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sarah Ferguson with Susan Barrantes in 1994. Sarah Ferguson reportedly broke down during a hypnosis session on an American reality show, saying \u201cno wonder no one loves me. I am disgusting\u201d. The former royal family member poured out that she had been left feeling \u2018emotionally bankrupt\u2019, \u2018worthless\u2019, \u2018unlovable\u2019 and \u2018pointless\u2019 by the years of abuse. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[688],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-infotainment"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12129"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12129\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nagalandpost.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}