Sarah Ferguson with Susan Barrantes in 1994.Sarah Ferguson reportedly broke down during a hypnosis session on an American reality show, saying “no wonder no one loves me. I am disgusting”. The former royal family member poured out that she had been left feeling ‘emotionally bankrupt’, ‘worthless’, ‘unlovable’ and ‘pointless’ by the years of abuse. Disclosing her childhood trauma in ‘Finding Sarah’, Ferguson told how her mother (Susan Barrantes) beat her believing that she bore ‘the sign of the devil’. The mother had spotted a vein on her forehead when she was a toddler and believed it to be a sign of the anti-Christ. “When she used to hit me because I didn’t sit on my potty or wouldn’t eat, a little vein would come up on the centre of my head near my red hair… It’s just the way I was brought up. No wonder I’m so flawed,” the Telegraph quoted her as saying. Ferguson revealed her deep dark secrets during the filming of a six-part documentary series for US the Opera Winfrey Network in which she was featured undergoing therapy. The Duchess of York continued to say that she blamed herself for the break up of her parents’ marriage. “Every time I got upset he would call me a sheep’s ass and tell me I looked like a clown and to grow up and stop being so silly. So I did. I shut up and never said a word,” she spoke of her father.
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